This morning I woke up and did my normal self-catheter routine, and I immediately knew something wasn’t right. There was a lot of blood — in the toilet and filling my catheter. I haven’t changed catheters, so that wasn’t the cause. A few days ago, while I was in the shower, I had an intense bladder pain that lasted about 10 minutes. It was the kind of pain that makes you want to cry. It eventually went away on its own, but in the days after, I started noticing changes in the smell and color of m